Your BR is going to be trash until you get used to it. With the way your hands are set, it will throw off all of your muscle memory and it will feel weird zooming in.

Like, you might have to hit the zoom button 2x before it zooms in because you didn't hit it right the first time.

It's odd. I used to claw before I quit for 4 months, and then I came back and tried to do it just recently and it felt so awkward